Ancient of days
Steeps in tomorrow
Smells of the past
And the sun reminds us of time nonexistent
Ancient of days
Steeps in tomorrow
Smells of the past
And the sun reminds us of time nonexistent
Molten gasp
Sun sizzles skin
Like a call to prayer
The Palm Trees guard the sky
Fanning the clouds away
Something has been gnawing at the edges of everything I do
Can't sleep
Can't enjoy a good cry
Anxious about what the future may bring
I will end
I have known this forever
But now I feel it in every fiber of my being
Why now?
I should be enjoying everything
My marriage
My children
My comfortable life
There is a bright spot inside
That just won't let go
I want adventure
I want the satisfaction of doing a job well done
Youth is what I yearn for
Really?
Not youth, but a calmness that one enjoys in being older and wiser.
When will it come?
Maybe respect?
Is it too late for that?
I respect me,
Army Wife, Mother, Grandmother, Teacher, Author, Poet, Sister and Sister-in- Law.
I am living a life
Of self-satisfaction
And maybe I don't want it to end
Yet.
Being a mom is relatively easy
Being a good mom is the hardest
How many times have I wanted to just walk out?
I have to thank my mom and dad-they were the real heroes
Even when they wanted to stop being the grown-ups, they didn't
I was fed, got presents at Christmas, my mom baked homemade birthday cakes, and even made my wedding dress.
I learned how to be a compassionate and loving human from my mom
She always had time for me, a word of encouragement, never did she ever make me feel lesser.
I was a very, very blessed kid. And I was one of seven
In Julius Caesar, old Bill wrote about clock strikes
Many years before the likes of chiming clocks appeared
And what about pool or billiards, as some say,
Cleopatra declined to play and instead went fishing for the day
Poor Machiavelli is synonymous with rascal
In Joan of Arc and Henry VI, Shakespeare created a timely disaster
Aristotle was a great orator
But was not living in the time of Troilus and Cressida
Such is a gun shot in Mid-Summers Night Dream-
Time is not what it seems